Dang it! Just when I thought I had it licked....I get this huge urge to have a nice cold beer. It's Friday, I'm tired, stressed, kids are loud, had a busy hectic week, ex is an asshole, dogs have shit and pissed in my house.
So I'm eating a king size chocolate bar and feel more pissed off because I've lost 16 pounds since July and chocolate surely won't help on the scale.
I want to take a nap, but my kids want my attention. So I'm blogging just because I'm avoiding the need to hide in my room and relieve my stress with a nice cold one.
Yesterday I wrote really good reasons why I should avoid the first drink and I'm keeping all the shit in my head right now. Today I need to remember why that first drink will hurt me ...not help me....
October 5th today ...a day of faith. I continue to grow in my faith and ask God for strength this weekend. I'll need it a lot! Weekends are tough for me....and I know that it will be tough for some of you that have decided to "not pick up that one drink...."
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